I know I must becoming more of my old self again. I'm taking a peek at the world and getting pissed off from what I see. Hooraay! Things is gettin back to normal.
It was a bit like a light switch last night. I suddenly remembered I had (at the time, verrry reluctantly !!!) agreed to play paintball this coming monday, and it sparked DESIRE. Woah.. what's that emotion? I've not felt that in a long time. Everything just started tumbling in after that. Anxiety, hope, yearn for some satisfaction. Woohoo.