I'm feeling like crap. I don't wanna be a work today.
All I ever accomplish is to hurt those around me. Doesn't matter how nice I am. In fact being as loyal, caring, and intelligent as I am towards the people important to me -- makes it WORSE ... because I'm not always that way. When push comes to shove I pull away in the most alien fasion. It leaves the person spinning on the ground wondering what it is they did. What shortcomings they have. It's not them, it's me!
I feel like a lethal virus on a piece of candy.
It sucks to give people great expectations and then crash them to the ground. I have the best intentions .. they're honest. It's why people trust me, those that do. I'm just trying to be things that I'm not, and it shows through after enough time. At everyones expense.
How can anyone understand me when I don't?