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Feb. 27th, 2005

So, yeah. While Keman was working on burning down the house soldering copper pipes together for the sink (a project that was supposed to be around $50 and ended up being more like $250 after two trips to Home Despot) I was busy having wild mood swings, from anger to depression to I don't know what else. I read some, I fell asleep some, and when I woke up I was kinda better. Which is good, 'cause I had friends over tonight for a LARP. Except I'm still kinda depressed, the game was just a distraction from it.

I don't really know how to explain what went on today. I can't put it into words.. Which is frustrating, because I can't explain it to Keman. I meant some of what I said to him today, but probably not all of it. I wish I could really explain to him how I'm feeling right now. I need him to be there for me, and.. well, right now he's not. Not in the way I need him, anyway. I dunno if that's a bad thing, or just a thing. I tried telling him... I guess I just couldn't get him to see how I'm feeling. Or maybe he understands, but can't give me what I need right now. He tried telling me that, I guess I just don't understand him any more than he understands me. Not tonight, anyway.


No more WB for Galen.

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doniago
Feb. 28th, 2005 04:58 am (UTC)
If you want to talk, we can. You've got all my contact info., I think.
phyxis
Feb. 28th, 2005 05:46 am (UTC)
Were you cycling on and off WB, WBSR, or WBXL?
wolffit
Feb. 28th, 2005 07:30 am (UTC)
Ramping up. He'd been on it for a week as a test of the waters to see it's benefits for ADD + other aspects.

I think 150mg XL woulda been fine. 300 seems a bit much for him. I saw myself in him during his antics today and all I could do was just try to stay outa his way and wait for it to wear off.

It's ok hon, I know what you're feeling. And no, no more WB300XL for you. It was worth a try. But. Not for everyone.

- Keman
wolffit
Feb. 28th, 2005 01:27 pm (UTC)
*pokes* The 2nd paragraph was about how I was feeling around 11pm after the game ended. Didn't want you to stay outta my way, then.

Is it bad, if we have conversations with each other via LJ? :-)
aldebron
Feb. 28th, 2005 07:01 pm (UTC)
any communacation is better than none,
but i know how you feel galen, i was in a bit of a dive for a month or so, it got drastly better in the last week before i left. but i was just really blue and mopey for no good reason. all in my life was good, but i just couldent shake the feeling. i did alot of soul searching and eventually came up with the answer. but i think a change of vinue would do you well. perhaps somehting out of the ordernary. maby a weekend at a BnB or something of that nature.
if you wanna talk more, just email me.
hope all is well
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